finally. someone bitched about me. well it was four of them actually. but i only am certain of one.

for god's sake are you that cowardly? for the one and a half years working together and putting up stuff, i've seen flashes of your unhappiness towards the way i work and think. but is that a reason to condemn my abilities and to bet that i would screw up future tasks assigned to me?

if you did have valid reason and solid proof of anything youve badmouthed me about, then i say go ahead. seriously. i give you all the right to talk bad about me. in fact tell the whole world. because i'd deserve it. i'm a guy who seeks to self-improve. for some of my closer friends maybe you would have seen some change in my behaviour since sec one to four. even some of my other classmates/schoolmates could tell the difference from the start of sec three. so come on. be a man and tell me exactly what and when i have done wrong. even if you are faulting me for accidents or lack of experience.

i'm straying now. but as far as i can see, youre doing this because i dunno maybe youre jealous of something? or maybe i have wronged you in the past for something which i didnt know you never bothered to make me understand? whats your problem.

fine maybe i can understand why for some dumb reasons why you could feel a twinge of anger at me. but those reasons are as mentioned above, stupid and childish. dude i know you might be really sensitive but thats not a reason for you to start becoming a bastard. i really havent wronged you at all. its just that you may have the mentality of a 5 year old to let yourself loose control over such stupid reasons.

had it not been for someone unexpected to tell me, i could only have carried on guessing. i know you probably wont read this because you dont come to my blog anyway. so fine. i seriously pray for your change in attitude for your own goos. not for the sake of having a good impression of me.
posted by halfpastfour- at 3:42 PM [edit]